daily randomness

Having a little sister is actually a very sweet deal You get a friend but also a doll, one that is real From the first time you said "didi", I was sold To the love in your eyes, so unabashed and bold Don't remember what I was before I was your sister But with you in surroundings life was a definite twister Even when I got scolded for things you did or said I got angry at you that time but couldn't stay mad You filled my heart with joy and infinite love And a sense of responsibility, like a letter carrying dove But I won't wish for anything at all to change  Except that our bond stays strong through times known and strange  On your birthday, I wish you but I wish me too That all good things come your way, old and new

How does one become so distant when so near,  We live in the same space, yet space is what I fear I think our is love is on a suicide mission All the cheer and happiness seem to be on unscheduled vacation Why is it that you feel burdened for ever long Why is it that I feel that I am always wrong I realize that is for my sake that you get angry but knowing that I am the cause saddens me, Oh what a quandary! I do not know how to break this vicious, downward spiral Seems like our togetherness is constantly on a trial What has brought about this change, I am still trying to find What are those things our happiness is hiding behind? Can't you see, don't you feel it too? Isn't there something that we must try to do? Or shall we resign ourselves to go on being the way we are... And wonder how others have got it right and for us, the goal remains far! Is there a need to assign responsibility for everything or to throw blame Aren't we old enough to not indulge in such a stupid g